I know how you feel, I had a little Papillion called Mandy, called after her dad randy Andy.Early one morning while out walking she saw a bag of chips on the road, a car appeared out of nowhere, bang, that was it. The driver probably never seen her, she was that tiny. She was 7 years old and a little lady, we all still miss her very much, I would still shed a tear for her.
Sorry to hear about Alfie, he looks so cute

in that flower pot.
Deirdre